my night

this is my crucible; my breaking point was met with an ear piercing shatter.  My ability to listen, sharpened to a fine edge and in this refinement, he met me in my hurt. i am fortunate to be so loved; his grace has given me strength at the time when i fell and just before i was destroyed.  God loves a rescue just when we see our demise.  when WE see our position cornered, escape impossible, death of our financial situation or at worst our person inevitable, then we are truly ready for rescue and not before.